My Current Pregnancy
I lost my baby after 28weeks I was considered high risk. This would be my third attempt for me and second husband. I tried not so hard to blame myself, it hurts now knowing the baby is gone. Now it's advised to me not to try again. If this baby lived she would be angel.
Well the hospital will call when next services will be the name we decided to bless the baby is to be named PaintedBird<3
My Pregnancy Loss
It was hard the loss of being at school and seeing spotted blood then trying to keep myself from panic and praying hard please let my baby live then getting the boys off to school then felt something wrong went to the bathroom and seeing all that blood and went to the emergency room and they informed me baby was gone. Yet I was still in danger because of the blood clots and blood I lost so an emergency to remove the rest of the placenta before I lose more.
Deciding to Get Pregnant Again
The doctor advised not to try it no more. They stated my body took a hard turn my liver my kidneys and my uterus. So I am not going to try because I have four Angeles two sons that have autism and I guess it was never ment to have another baby even, this would be husband's first baby now I feel like a failure yet he understands it my health that he worries about. So under doctors orders can't have another because the damage done during this last pregnancy.
- Don't ever think it's your fault, just keep the faith and remember your love ones will help you. Lucky I have family and friends that said some prayers for me and my family.