Okay, no bleeding. No nausea. No vomiting. Okay I get a bit queasy in the morning, but only until I eat. I simply do not feel pregnant. Considering I'm usually barfing my head off all the time, this concerns me.
Kevin says that the lack of symptoms is because my body is so used to pregnancy. He really wishes that I'd find something else to worry about. He can't stand all this wishy washy stuff.
I have my first appointment in a couple of weeks. It seems odd considering how many times I've already been in that I haven't had an appointment. Sometimes that is the way it goes.
I had a rough morning this week with the kids. I sat down and listened to everyone being loud and upset. I realized what I was doing. Yikes! What was I thinking? What are we going to do with another baby? The fleeting moment of panic left as quickly as it came and I slipped back into my don't tell or think about it mode.
